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Never thought that life would become no life at all
no sound of music can escape such misery
the heart is beat with no sound
no such song can be sing by any humain soul
would they know the story of such beautiful soul
how could they
the picture have no perfection
yet it written over her no one can seems to read it out such people?
the mortal of the soul,overtaking her soul
the unbeatable with no regret
none taking of yesterday
yet living with the heart broken of now
the sadness of everything that seems and was a thing a point
the falling star with no grown
no one can read this story no endertanding is between the line
the impossible become unrealistic
the voice of music deeply withing her soul is gone with

Nt yet finish

E

Big head"  is a friend well my best friend, his very close to my heart. Loving E is not something that you can wake up and when people ask you why you are smiling so big well let just say I won't have a word to describe it to anyone. Have you felt that only you know that one person, everyone else that met him or her thinks otherwise but you simply have that bund with that person and you just can't explain it to anyone not even to each other, well reader that is how it is when it comes to this guy, his just my big head best friend,for several years now we been friend, yes it comes time where we mad at each other but we always find a way to result things. I don't get attach to people easily but with him it was different and so new and I could say that I love him since the first time we met but I was a child didn't know what love was or how it can hurt a heart, I thought maybe is was a kid love or maybe he does not feel the same after all will he thinks I am serious or not serious about him well I was and thing happens but now that I am a full woman and I still do love him so dearly but like the old saying goes you can love in a distance so my best friend is the love of my life in a distance I do not want him to know about this love no more because I cherish our friendship so very dearly to my heart.  sometime I do wish things could be different with him and I because I do wish my long life could be with him but the more and more I get to know him, I see it probably best that he is my best friend and that I love him without him knowing any of it still, first he is never ask to speak to my mom he is so afraid and my Dad is very protected of me well maybe because of previous problem that he had to face with my older sisters but, so he expect better from me and sometime I wish E was a man would want to come and ask for my hand one day but I know that's probably will never happen so I hope to find someone that I would want to cherish like I would to my best friend, I love him but I know his ways are wrong sometime but I simply wish that he loves me too and will willing to face the one that are so dear to my heart because i believe that any man that wants me will need to want my parents too and i have not find it in him yet but he is a family oriented man although he be saying he don't want kid but i know deep down he's not for real. he is just too jealous that's all but i do miss him this guy so very much may God watch over him.

Unknown

Unknown!

At the edge of my heart
I know there is good in me,
But the pull towards misery
Is more then I can fight.
Pain is my brother
And suffering my sister,
Together for ten years
We are inseparable.
One leans on the other
And we limp onward
To a future unknown.

Every thought I own,
All goodness in my life
Is tainted by affliction
Unworthy am I
To know happiness.

Wicked is my mind
That is should house
Such a beast as her.
Poisoned are my thoughts
That I should let her
Become part of me.
The immortal brute,
Created for comfort
Became her own master
And changed into
Eternal anguish.

Years of therapists
Still cannot purge
The want of pain
From my system
Nor the creature
That lives inside
And torments my day.

No one understands
And tears are all I have
Who would have thought
It all could have started
At a Catholic school?
Instead of friends
There was only harassment
And internal strife.

For years I suffered,
And it will last a life time.
There is no undoing the pain
They inflicted on me.
Now all I can accept
Is suffering in my life,
No happiness is aloud,
And if it were to come
It would soon be lost
In thoughts of its demise.

When it becomes to much to bare
There is oly one choice,
To rid myself of the torment.
Throns prick my skin
And pills kill the pain
Until death comes
And takes away the agony

Unknown

Meaning!

Meaning!

You usually think before acting which makes your life quite easy. But you often are the one who give yourself a hard time by being paranoid. People might not truly understand you but you are really nice to be around. You are cheerful and friendly. Your Love, Still water runs deep, that's what you are. You always surprise others with your new character when you are in love. Your love trap often comes unexpectedly and your love life is full of surprises.

Pierre_keda

computer concept class is going okay at the moment, well we are kinda starting to go the hard part of it. since when i was in high school i've never like photoshop, i just don't get the whole idea of manupelating a picture and make it to something of your own, i mean i love to learn but i guess its just not coming handy to me yet. well i been going to the computer lab for help from the other students that know it better then i do i do, well i hope i get the hang of it all because i have to pass this class. Anywho, we have to do a project be the name "Raster Image" it's like taking a picture of yourself and open it and photoshop and give it some kind of desccription on how you want to present yourself in the photo, such as what you stand for, and what your background represent, and also other design to show them how you basicly get to make the photo.
When you done doing all the design you'll later have to print it out on glass paper and set the layout on a map board 13*19 and the picture have to print out 11*17 and place it for presentation. well that where we gotting so far, wait one more thing this friday we would have to have the idea of what our project will look like for the next following friday. that's how far we've got so far.